My wants are buried before I can wish.
There is not even a single moment that I can cherish.
I’m not jealous of others who are enjoying their life.
I’m depressed of myself for I don’t know who I am.

I’ve tolerated very much of pain.
Now, I can’t tolerate it anymore.
I don’t wanna pass thru’ same pain again and again.
I’ve emptied all of my stamina and I’m completely broken down.

Even wounds get cured when healed.
But, I’ve got cureless wound within my soul.
And it’s trying me to kill, giving me a scary feel.
I’m into this first time.
And I don’t know how to get out of this line.

There’s more pain in my heart than tears in my eyes.
Tears may stop to fall from my eyes.
But, will it wipe out pain from my heart?
Will I be able to do this thing I’ve never done before?

It’s not that easy as it seems.
It is tougher than one can anticipate.
I’m staying alive like a living dead man.
I’m fighting alone and I’m falling down.

My life has been devastated.
It’s almost impossible to be recreated.
Hope is all I got left with me.
And it’s providing me a glimpse of promising feel.

Nimesh Chhetri
‘Nemesis’