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Two Poems from our Dark Poems, Depressing Poems, Death Poetry Collection

 
 
DSM-IV, Revised Criteria
   
Author: Tomek Piorkowski
   
Poem:
DSM-IV, Revised Criteria
   
  DSM-IV, REVISED CRITERIA

The worst thing about having a depression
Is not the overwhelming sense of oppression,
Nor that feeling that there is nothing to do but die.

It is the admission!
Yes, the admission!

Nor is it the loss of hungriness to eat
Nor that heavy lead feeling that drags down your feet
Nor the sleeplessness that haunts, wherever you may lie.

It is the admission!
The horrid admission!

Nor is it the guilt, excessive in measure
Nor is it the joy lost in all of your pleasure
Nor the fatigue filling the long hours that go by.

It is the admission!
This hated admission!

Nor is it the fog that suffuses your mind
Nor that social withdrawal from all of your kind.
It is the admission! And now I shall tell you why :

It is the admission that comes with the swallowing of pills!
It is the admission of suffering from ashamed mental ills!

And though you are consumed with the rattling of rage
Yet you know all you do is but rattle your cage
For once upon a time you thought you were free
And now you're a patient enslaved by psychiatry
And diagnosed you are as defined by the law
Laid out in the manual called dee-es-em-four.

It is the admission of the fact that you have mental ills
That is hardest to swallow, it is the bitterest of pills.

Once you rejected all thoughts of medication
Which now you take with bewildered resignation
And your mind's eye was forced open until you wist
Under the dissection of an avid psychotherapist
You're like a criminal confined by a law
Laid out in a manual called dee-es-em-four.

It was forced down your throat, this bitterest bitter pill
And now you admit, finally, that you are mentally ill.

From the very first,
It was the admission,
Yes, the admission,
The horrid admission,
This hated admission,
That admission was what
You found the worst!

March 2007
   
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Moodswings
   
Author: Tomek Piorkowski
   
Poem: Moodswings
   

MOODSWINGS

What am I? What am I? What am I? What am I?
In this hand, in this foot, in this body, in this eye?
Am I this creature inhabiting this feature called bodily form?
Am I the anger that grumbles with thunder in the coming of a storm?
Am I the Love of God, or am I His Rage?
Do I inhabit the fool or do I inhabit the sage?
Am I that thing suffused with heavenly light?
Or am I found in the darkness of the night?
Who am I? Who am I? Who am I? Who am I?
Am I being watched, or am I my mental eye?
Is there a ghost, is there a thing called my soul,
In the orbit of my mind, this orbit by a hole?
Where is this thing called myself -
In what country, in which house, on what shelf?
Where am I? Where am I? Where am I? Where am I?

March 2007
 
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