How dare you look at me?
It's so obvious what you're thinking,and how you're feeling.
I can see it in your eyes.
I know you've seen and done many awful things in your life.
The pain you've caused, the lies you told.
And that's why it hurts me to feel those eyes on me now.
Like somehow the evil of the world will seep into my body.
So please listen when I say this...
Don't you dare look at me with those eyes.

No, I'm not judging you!
In fact, I've seen those terrible things in my life also.
And that's why I choose not to look into your eyes anymore.

So please forgive me.
For I ,too, have tried to be happy.
And like you, have failed.
All I can do is to hope for a day I can close my eyes for good.