No magic moment to forever linger
No down on one knee
No ring on my finger
No church rehearsal or wedding bell
No wedding gown
No stories to tell
No wedding band of silver or gold
No honeymoon
Not to have or to hold
No beginning our lives
Learning about each other
Your time with me
Was always spent with another
Our very first year
We bearly pulled through
I was almost ready
To give up on you
Then for the second and third years
We were teaching each other
To listen, respect
And to love one another
But then came the fourth year
And you suddenly changed
Your drinking got heavier
And you started to change
Saying mean statements that were
Filled with hate
Unforgiveable words that slowly
Damned our fate
Now you are so hateful
And I am so bitter
I want to let go of you
But I hate being a quitter
The man I once knew and loved
Is now forever gone
The monster I'm married to now
Everyday just lives on
No more waking up with sunshine
No future plans
No rainbows
No whispers in the dark
No more late nights
In the shadows
No more kisses upon my lips
No more sweetness...
We're pretending
The fairytale cannot come true
There is no happy ending.