One day

One day I hope to be completely free,
As I simply walk into your heart,
Without any pains and worry free.

One day I hope to be as strong as you,
To face my fears and once again be with you,
I wish for forgotten things,
And dream of memories.

A last smile I faked
Only seeking to still be with you,
The sacrifice I did
Even though I never knew why
I stayed with you
Pushing me to break.

I have tried to do everything you wanted me too,
Yet it never seemed to be good enough for you,
Even though you have never known a frown
You will one day too fall down.

One day I hope to be completely free,
Free from your heartless ways.
Marching away from my nightmares I called dreams.
First intelligent act I ever did
Finally leaving you alone.
When I looked into your eyes
I saw nothing there to see,
All I saw were my own mistakes
staring back at me,
In a pool of darkness they stayed,
Waiting hopefully that one day
One day the one person whom those eyes belonged to
Would be me.