My Dream Is

Today has been a lazy day. I didn't do anything much at all today and just slept through, for the most of today. It was like a normal and boring schedule for me. I don't have any high expectations anymore. Seems to me that my capabilities are very average. I don't really like just being average.
I will keep trying till I succeed, because I can't disappoint god as well as everyone who has ever showed belief in me. I have been called as intelligent and smart sometimes. I must admit I feel so happy whenever I have been appreciated for something good which I have done. Still, I feel hopeless at times. The reason of my hopelessness is because of the fact that I have failed so many times even after trying my very best.
Now, I am slowly realizing that my very best is not good enough, and the harder I work the better is my chance of surviving. Survive, I have to, since my dream is to live a life where I could prove my worth.
By ROHIT SAPRA