Tired but couldn't sleep
It doesn't help counting sheep,
I even over-think and worry about that
It's all too much, my mind is crap.
Memories, just NO,
Thoughts please GO
I don't like that obsessive is my way,
And I don't like counting, listing, tapping all day
But these compulsions have been going on for a while
So after 10 years of it I will wear my mask of a smile.