We think we have time...(Ricky's poem)

a poem by Myrna Martin, USA

We think we have time...
And then, we don't...
The despair, anger, hurt, and fear...
The question WHY GOD?! Why??!!
How can this be so?
So much life yet to live...
This cancer diagnosis...
This monster in my brain!
This ugly, ugly, thing...
Causing so much pain..
How do I say goodbye?
IMPART WORDS OF WISDOM...
FOR MY BOY'S...
All I can do is love them...
The best I can, with the life I have left...
And, realize I am deeply Loved...
And, incredibly blessed...
Hard for me to see that...
Knowing time is precious and fleeting...
Hard for me to process this...
Jesus, I am weeping...

What is written above, are my imagining's...
Wondering if he has felt this way...
Has he asked these questions passionately??? I'm sure he has, most definitely...
This dear one of mine, that my heart is bleeding for. Xo
This pain hurts when I think of what your going through...
I FEEL FOR YOU AND YOURS...

I THOUGHT WE HAD SOOO MUCH TIME...
And, in this busy life...
I took it for granted though...
Took for granted TIME...
PLEASE KNOW, if I could take away your pain I would...
To see your smile....
To hear you laugh...
For many more years to come..

I want you to know you can call on me...
Anytime, day or night. YOU ARE ONE OF MY DEAR ONE'S...You bring such special light...
I look back on the memories of growing up, living life in a small town...
You and your family, hold tight places in my heart... Middleport was very special to me, I fit in...right from the start...
You and your family helped with that..
And so I...

Thank you for being a friend...
Not just to me, but everyone you hold dear...
You my Dear One, are so very loved...
A beautiful Son, Brother, Father...
And, a very dear friend you are...
Richard James Maedl, you will always be significant to me...
You WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART...
@Myrna Martin
10/11/17


For Ricky who is fighting stage 4 brain cancer.You need anything at all, Im there! I love you, Maggie xo


To End One's Life So Young...
Pain...
Requiem En Pace

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