this poem( and new version ^^ yay is for my parents they always must tell me what i must to wear or to do or to tell me not to go out with friends and i am so sick of that!
If you want to scream?
Just scream as loud to feel agony in your soul
If you want to lock sorrow inside of me?
Just do it!
Not afraid of pain, anymore!
Just let it in!
But my heart is colder by your touch
No more shad tears to poison me!
No more to feel sin to kill me
Just the little piece of coldness in my black heart to forget all memories
Empty and distantly words whisper in my dreams, will be deaf for me
Your touch of desire to torment my sanity will liguify of me
But coldness already touched me!
If you want to shatter me?
Then do it!
Cause I am already broken into so many little pieces
If you want to kill my freedom?
Then do it!
Cause I am trapped in your arms for eternity
But yet again I hold my breath for the hell
If you want to let the shadows to feed my soul
Then do it!
Cause I am already gone in the dark
I open my wings to fly away
Away, away from the decadence
Scornful in your eyes, you lust to conquer me
But my cold heart is already taken
Yet again you still don’t understand my dreams
And my cold heart will frozen inside of your lovely soft soul
So hide my love away from me!
Don’t try to convince me
I am not anymore in your world neither in your heart
I am dead now
And so is my cold heart
