Sunlight hours started to past by,
Creep in this very own forlorn moment,
Year by year,
And yet the torment that ghostly inside of me
And tears that spreads for the past 15 whole years
Still freshly and piercingly regain inside
This your very own flesh and blood

Do you still learn by heart what I look like?
Or do you not yet noticing the differences inside of me
Do you ever notice the benevolence that I put upon you
Or shall you see the obscurity
That put you in time of grey
What did I do to make you to odium me?

Tell me, speak to me and come back with me,
My dearest mother, Suzanne
Why? Why? Why?
You always though of the word negatively towards me
That spoken out from your red shiny delightful lips

In the end,
You never spot my humanity
My determination,
And so does my love towards the family
You only see the black ones that grew inside me
And so shall it be.
I’m tired, lonely and full of hardship that surrounded me
To past by this brutal life
Although you notice it
You never try to comfort me at all

Come back, I miss you,
When time was like million in a million,
I miss the old you,
The happy one,
Come back mother,
Don’t run off from me,
I need you like daughters miss her mother,
Come back.