As I am facing my fear, it's the New Year; hoping all my troubles will disappear. It's 2005, I can't beleive I'm still alive. But how long will I survive? With all that I go through I'm hoping 2005 will be somthing new. Troubles I wish I just had a few. I want something in my future to look forword to. To me the world's been kinda cold. I already feel eighty, yet only twenty-two years old. For 2 years my life's been put on hold, I pray for better days to unfold. And a brighter story to be told. But life's a gamble you never know what you're going to get. Life is full of surprises I've got to admit, you could end up with a pile of gold just to find it really is'nt even a bit. So I'll tell you this legit, whatever you do; do it well and don't ever quit.