The Heart

I was crying out in insanity of my mind

I fell to my knees in a heap of tears

WHY

Do I feel these tears, so dark inside
I feel nothing but my fears

My mind is out of control like night and day
I think I have lost it and do not know where to go

Am I going insane or coming out of it, how do I know?

How do I know if I am or if I was
I am trying to hang on to what I do not know

Does it hold me or do I it?

I cry my self to sleep I pray to God

I feel something I have not known
It moves
When I groan

For my life, I seek my mind, I do not know what to think

What did I find?
I cant tell if I am crazy or if I am sane
I do not know, how can I? I have never played this game
I feel something inside now like never before

Now I know

My mind was the door
I was shut up in my mind
Cut off from my heart
I could not find it till I ripped them apart

Now I know that is my heart

I HAD TO LOSE MY MIND TO FIND MY HEART

I could not find my heart till I lost my mind, it was all so dark

When I found the door, I found my heart
when the door had opened I did not know light from dark
Till that one day they were separated and torn apart


Now the door is open to my heart
I see now and can tell light from dark

Now I know the light always keeps them apart

The dark kept me under lock and key
Together they can not be

The Heart
It is the only place where the light can live, but you need to open your mind to let it in
So I hope and pray that you lose your mind as I did so that the eyes of your heart may be opened to see in the dark.

NOW

You will be able to tell them apart
your mind from your heart.