Head home in a new time,
Spending all I've made down to the last dime,
Still sick; I hope to find more,
Yet my new style is now what they adore,
Well off; I am set-up for success,
Telling those I wounded; "Sorry for the mess,"
No remorse or immediate forgiving of my sins,
By action; becomes my only way to make amends,
Leave, unwanted and shunned,
In my new happiness others are suddenly stunned,
Still same flesh as I was in previous years,
However, now I face my deepest fears,
Lonely, untrusted and possessing no life skills,
I don't have to live life that way anymore; I now know that kills,
Disfunctional, distraught and full of anxiety,
I still managed to avoid a selfless fatality,
In this game of life; the rules are simple,
If you throw a rock in your puddle; you will see the ripple,
Chaos now ceased; I find inner peace,
Taking the steps to recover from my disease,
Listen and share are tools I contain,
However, the first thing I must do is merely abstain,
For from there I can grow,
From there my life can finally go,
Forward in motion; towards a life of healthier action,
This for me is a peacefully lived cycle; full of spiritual satisfaction.
TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME OR LOSE FOCUS ON TODAY!