sometimes she likes to think
what kind of person she would be
if life had been more kind
if she had known less sorrow and pain
her eyes wouldn't be so sad
her smile wouldn't be so forced
if only tragedy didn't strike
strike hard more than once
if only she could have known
what happiness felt like if only for a moment
its taste she always longed for
but it just wasn't meant to be
so close and yet so far
always just out of reach