I'm so lost.
I can't cry and I can't talk;
so many things on mind.
It's not even funny
but, I can't cry.

Do I hide my hurt with my anger?
I don't have anyone to talk to
And hope for support without any of this and that.
Do I use my poems as my way of expressing my feelings?

I want to scream,
I want to tell everyone what I feel,
is it that hard to say.
I want to cry,
but I can't.

I wish all the my problems would go away.
I wont worry about anything;
it will just be easy and if that can't happen.
My tears can release everything,
but I can't cry.

Am I really a wreck?
So much that I wish it was just me;
me and my thoughts.
Everything will come out and I won't control it;
but, why can't I just cry

A single tear is all can shed;
it releases and I'm empty.
my thoughts are gone.

I'm tired;
tired of all the anger, confusion, and hurt.
My body is drained.
My body, mind, and soul have been scared
but, I can't do anything but keep going
and still I can't cry.