"You're dumb, ugly, and a loner."

I've been dealing with a voice in my head, a cruel and horrid voice that I think wants me dead.
Just leave me be! You're not helping, only bringing me down. But regardless of my pleas, she still hangs around.

"You're hopeless, weird, and out of line."
You're torturing me. Get off my mind.

How am I supposed to know what people really think? They love you one day and diss you the next.
Judging me not by my true self.
Judging by clothes I buy off the shelf.
Real friends tell me to hold on. But, invisible, I move silently along.

Where's the morality in this hateful insanity?
To my misfortune, I exist in a world without passion: day after day, an orderly fashion.
Not thinking about the actions or comments we make, but in the end we'll pay for our mistakes.

"You're a nobody, a nothing, no one cares."
I try to have faith in myself, but there have been days purely of hell.
One day it'll be fine, so get off my mind!

I'm so unsure.
So insecure.
I'm frantically searching for nourishment to my soul...but seeking the wrong kind.
Artificial and superficial things to change my mind...these things have no effect.

"You silly, senseless girl, haven't you a brain?"
Yes I do, and how about you?
I'm sick of you putting me down.
Get out of my face; you're a total disgrace.
Make sure I don't see you again.

That was the end of my unwanted friend.