I sit here wondering while the hours go by,
What really happened? What is there to hide?
Why have you done this? What have I missed?
I don’t understand what I’ve done to deserve this.

We’ve gone through so much, so many ups and downs,
But it's gone too far now, I’m left with nothing but a frown.
All of the memories, all the great times we had,
To look back upon them is hard, it makes me so sad.

The conversations, dances, the semi and more,
Why is that all these memories now make me so sore?
First touch, first kiss, first time you said “I Love You,”
I should have seen this coming, it's something I should of known.

The words you’ve said now seem like words without a meaning,
They’re something that were taken away the moment I heard the word “cheating.”
I just don’t understand, I don’t think I ever will,
The hurt and pain I’m feeling now is something that can’t be filled.

My eyes now fill with tears, as my heart slowly breaks,
If only you could turn back the time to take back that one mistake.
The mistake that was made in a moment of doubt,
That’s now left me here wondering how I’ll ever do without.

I thought I meant more, more than all this,
That our love couldn’t be thrown away for just one kiss.
What didn’t I do? What was it I couldn’t give?
How am I ever going to find it in my heart to forgive?

Our love was so strong, something so great,
Not just any love, it honestly felt like fate.
But fate was interrupted and it tore us apart,
And before I even knew it, you went and broke my heart.

We had come so far, but I didn’t come this far to lose,
And to let you do what you’ve done, it's something I have to refuse.
I trusted you more than anyone and took the biggest chance,
And you turned around and stabbed me with just a simple glance.

Why have you done this? Why do you always seem to hurt me?
I would have done anything for you, couldn’t you see?
See what you were doing, see what you were throwing away,
But you didn’t think about that, and instead left me without a say.

What am I supposed to do? What am I suppose to feel?
You can’t go back and change it, everything seems too real.
You can’t take back the hurt, you can’t change the tears,
You’ve left me here with nothing, but so much fear.

I’m scared of losing you and I’m scared of how I feel,
I would do anything if I could just wake up to realize that this isn’t real.
I’m scared I’m not that strong, to hold onto to all that remains,
It’s killing me inside, I never knew it was possible to feel such pain.

It's crazy how things can be ruined in less than just a second,
And what you’ve done is beyond words, something that you can’t mend.
I hate the way you’ve hurt me, the torture, pain and tears too,
But most of all I hate the fact that I’m always going to love you.