I may have lost our time
but I can not lose you
I am sorry for all I have done
this is not how I planned it
I meant for us to be closer
everyday to see you smile
though my thoughts and dreams
have shown me things I do not
want to see
I do not want to be
I am sorry for it might come
true
my love for you will never stop
no matter how far we grow
I love you and i always will
It is hard for me to think of
this but It will come to an end
when I have my answer
It may take me awhile
I am really confused
I need help but am to scared to
ask
only few know of half of what
I am
I love you and I am scared to
lose you
though atleast I know you'll love me
I will not cry no matter how
I feel
I know you'd want me too
just round you but I wont
I remember every word we say
every time we meet
I will never forget you
I had my life planned
I dreamed to share with you
I understand why she writes so
many
they're beautiful but not true
this is real this is true
I could not lie about something
like this
I am not that reble girl as you
may think I am
I am not that little teacher's
pet they may remember me as
I am the girl nobody knows
no one knows who I am
not even me
It is not hard for me to write
this
It is harder to keep it in
though I do not wish to share
you would not understand
It is even hard for me
I want to write more though
It would seem too desprate
I do not want to leave you
I hope I never will
though If my thoughts are right
It hurts me to say
that I still love you