You hurt me once, You hurt me twice

You threw my heart like a rolling dice

Came to me only when You lost all hope

Then as easily left, leaving me to cope

With the scars you made. The tears you brought.

Leaving me to believe that you were what i sought

Scarred my eyes so I couldn't see

Then ran away and left me to be

Oh pity. You silly little boy

I bet you didn't even know

That you treated me as a toy

Placed me in a box of dolls with wooden hearts

Guess you thought you could play cupid and throw his darts

Now as I watch you exchange

Loving games

With your princes and her bright blue eyes

I wonder if it ever occurred to you

That you live a life of lies?

Then again,

I know you felt how the world can be unfair

So it's really that you just don't care

But do not worry about me

It makes me glad to see you hap-py

And jealous I am... not

For jealousy will only make one internally rot

And I will move on, maybe even find someone fun

I'll burry your memory deep, in a time capsule of my heart

And from time to time as we slowly part

I'll watch you breath

I'll watch you smile with your bleached white teeth

However,

You will always be my guardian angle, my Superman

And me...I'll be.. your most secret, most adoring fan