I feel like I'm lost
A little lonely and scared
And when it starts to go good
I fall right back down the stairs
I'm not that smart
And I rarely do things right
I'm breaking at the seems
and all I can do is fight
It's hard to trust others
When nothing feels ok
Why do I have to feel this way
I hate the way I look and am
I hate when people look at me
Should I believe that you\'re my friend
I try to do the right things
But it seems to always backfire
I get blamed, I fucked up
And now I'm the biggest liar
In conclusion, to your question
How do I feel?
I feel like I don't matter
I wish that wasn't real.