Locked in
Like being in a cage
and there is no way out.
Why did I let this happen to me?
Could I have been this dumb?
My friends said it would be ok
" Its gonna be fun "
And now where am I?
In rehab, and for wat?
For just a lil' hit?
This is ridiculous.
I can't believe this happened to me
ME out of all people
Wasn't I the same person trying to help
people with drugs?
And now I'm sitting here listing to peoples problems
and telling them about my addiction
I don't know how to go on with life, I am so used to letting my cloudiness take me
What do I do?
How do I live?
I am helpless.
I let drugs get the best of me, and now
this loony bin is the only place
where I feel safe and secure.
I don't know why.
Maybe its because these people understand my problem
Well if I never even took a "pull"
I wouldn't have as many issues as
I have now
Isn't this great
Look where drugs got me....
In HELL..