I keep trying to get over but I keep tripping.
Falling heads over heels right back where I
started, looking into your eyes.
I’m laying in bed staring at the ceiling counting
each little popcorn pebble trying to convince
myself, my heart, that I am better off with out
you.
My eyes shift continuing to count and then I see
you starting back at me an image in my ceiling.
I blink and then you’re gone.
If only it was that easy to erase you from my
heart.
But you keep reoccurring like a bad dream,
a sweet dream one I’d like to hold on to.
I keep reaching out to you within my heart deep
in my soul though I know you’ve already left me.
I keep trying to get over you but I keep tripping
and I keep reaching out to what was never really
there.