Inside my heart the fire has died, thinking of all the long lonely nights the tears I have cried.
The knot of pain inside of my soul, has nothing but bitter sweet memories of a life story untold.

When I wake in the morning I think of your name. Was I a toy to you, was it all fun & games?
The clouds are rolling in the sky above, a break in the gloom, is the man that I loved.
Yet nothing can replace the love that I lost, like a flower in winter I am covered in frost.

I stand so cold & alone. I cannot reach out for you, I cannot speak your name.
I hang my head lowly & I still carry the blame.
I can't tell you I love you, or get you to hug away my pain.
Yet forever & ever in my heart you will remain.

When I step into my next life, I know you will be there,
with your big broad grin & wavy black hair.
A pass meeting will start up the fire in my heart,
then we will walk down the aisle & promise 'Till Death do us part'.

Then all of our next lives will be complete,
With you by my side & me at your feet.
To cherish & love you for now & always, till we are given our wings, from our God that we praise.

Dear God in Heaven will bless you & I,
In the garden of Eden we will be free from evil & lies.
We will spread our wings & the cherubs will cheer, that true love never dies, even after millions of years.