Every day I see you
The last day of your life
Smiling and worried
What there was to come?
Never knowing God was calling you
As we said good bye for the very last time

I still remember the day we spent shopping
Dinner that night, and the casino too
The laughter we shared that night
The wariness on your mind
You were light hearted, as you were scared

There we were waiting for you
And all was to be ok
Then in a blink you were gone
As the doctors came to our side
Sorry we couldn’t save her

The tears, the screams inside
Saying no this cannot be
She wasn’t suppose to die
A simple surgery she had
We need her here, she's my mom!

Now I'm left with memories
And the tears I shed daily
The thought of what I lost
The days and times to never come
I miss her so so much

It all seem so unreal
Maybe I just dreamt it
Maybe you’re really not dead
Then I wake up, but you are still gone
And I'm still here, tears to shed

Living day to day
With your memories in my head
Playing the last days over and over
Wishing you were still here
Oh why did you have to go?

I miss you so much mom
With every tear I shed
The thought of you
The pictures and videos
Is all that’s left of you

I love you always!
Never to be forgotten
The help you gave me
But now you are gone
What will I do with out you?

The days come and go
Weeks pass by into months
And the years will come without you
But all I have to do is close my eyes
And you are there, always by my side